[TEN things you want to say to TEN different people]

1. Sometimes I wish I could stop being around you. Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much about what you think. Sometimes I wish I could get out and live. It's just that I can't.

2. I hate you, you disgusting, pathetic BITCH. You are so fucking manipulative, you even manage to make yourself believe your own damn lies.


3. I'm sorry I never really talk to you. You're a good, smart, kind person


4. You make me so sad. I half-way wish I could join you in what we both know is your stupidity, and I'm half-glad I can't. You should go back. Get away from this place. It's changed you. You actually thought for yourself until you came here. Now you abandon your mind and your will to the pursuit of shits and giggles. You don't think there will be any serious repercussions, or if you do, you're so depressed that you don't care. In the first case, maybe not. In the second, I'm sorry I never figured that out. I wish I had been able to do something. I also wish you liked me as much as I used to like you, before you let others envelope who you are.


5. I hope we don't get sick of each other.


6. I may be biologically wired to love you, but I have absolutely no respect for you. You do not do what needs to be done because you are so idle, and so accustomed to idleness. You don't realize how little you do because you are so constantly bored that a little always seems like an all-consuming task. You used to work hard and I respect when things were hard you did what you had to do, but that doesn't mean that you get to live the life of a retiree now. We don't have that luxury, and your children can't support you if something happens.


7. I'm sorry. I know I disappointed you a lot.

8. I look up to you so much.

9. I hope I give you as much joy as you give me.

10. I hope we can rekindle our friendship and keep it up this time.


[NINE things about yourself]

1. I have a huge weakness for pandas.


2. I also have a huge weakness for good food. I'm pretty much obsessed.


3. I get worked up too easily.


4. I'm on Zoloft. And it definitely helps.


5. I can never become truly good at anything. I always get stuck and lose interest.


6. I'm incredibly lazy. Seriously, it gets bad.


7. I'm an extremely anxious person.


8. Seriously, eating good food is like... idk, at least in my top ten list of most important things if not my top three.


9. I have a weakness for medieval attire.


[EIGHT ways to win your heart]

1. Put effort into our relationship. Be the one to call me. I'm so tired of always being the one who calls everyone.


2. Don't get drunk or make out with tons of people on a semi-regular basis- or aspire to that. Oh, no narcotics either. If you do any of that I will have to hold you at arm's length at least until you quit, and maybe after.


3. Feed me good food. Helping me cook is the nest best thing.


4. Being nerdy is definitely a plus.


5. Be open and honest.


6. Have things in common with me.


7. Right now, if you could guide me in Wicca that would definitely give you a lot of points.


8. Like me.



[SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot]

1. You're so frustrating.


2. I love you.


3. Dammit, I'm dehydrated again.


4. This food is so gross.


5. Not this again.


6. I need a job...


7. Why?



[SIX things you couldn't live without]

1. Food, beverages, air.


2. Love.


3. Friends.


4. Excedrin migrain, zoloft, and naproxin.


5. Either a LOT of good fiction books and a considerable amount of shojo manga or internet and my laptop. Otherwise I would die of boredom.


6. Hope.


[FIVE turn OFFS]

1. Debauchery. (*gasp* I love birkenstocks, Leanne! :'( Try walking around in a pair for a while. You won't hate them anymore- trust me. Especially if you have weak knees.)


2. Anything gangsta.


3. Shallowness.


4. Stupidity.


5. Self-involvement.



[FOUR turn ONS]

1. Intelligence.


2. Kindness.


3. Willingness to make the first move.


4. Making me feel like that you're attracted to me.



[THREE smileys that describe your life]

1. ;;

2. o.O;;;

3. T_____T


[TWO things you want to do before you die]

1. Hold a panda cub.


2. Really achieve something cool or important or something.



[ONE confession]

1. I've had to cut off several friendships because of a certain person. I'm really sorry to all of those affected. I don't have much of a choice.